11 July 2000
ATLANTIS!!!!!
Great news today. Can’t wait to tell you. I got a card from Amy today. I found it after I made a long ‘overthinking-walk’. When I came home the card was lying at the doormat. I was so happy, so exited, that I made a dance in the hall, singing and jumping. My cat looked at me with big eyes.
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She
must have thought I became mad. I read the card over and over. I smiled because
of the things she wrote. Just a few moments ago, I had thought the same thing:
‘When I close my eyes, and I take her hand, I feel her so close to me’.
Two
people, one thought...
The
best part is that she didn’t forget me when she took the plane. I wonder if
she’s thinking of me as lot as I think of her. I’m sure she has the same
fantasies, because of the way our first meeting went. When she comes back, I
have to ask her about that. I still can’t understand how she found the courage
to do that. I wonder if she did it more often, too.
I walked to the veranda, and sat down in my rocking chair, the card still in my hand. -I bought a new shirt today. I like it because I think it’s very feminine.
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Wish I could show it to Amy now.- I mused on how she would look at me, at my shirt, at my décolleté. I could make a picture of it and send it to her if I had her address. I sat there, dreaming a bit of us, while rocking the chair, when my husband came home. At that time I was so warm inside… He kissed me tender on my lips, and caressed my hair. |
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‘I
see why you look so happy’ he said when he saw Amy’s card. He kissed my
face, my neck, and slowly went down, while kissing me. I felt his hand on my
shirt, sliding down over my breasts, and then under my shirt. It was a bit rainy
outside. The smell of grass and flowers was intense. We both longed for each
other. I enjoyed it so much more because I knew he would never feel that Amy was
a threat for what we had together.
Did
you ever make love on a warm and slightly rainy day, in a mood like that?
I can recommend it to you…
Love Thira
