20 July 2000
Dear
Atlantis
Checking
my mailbox today, I was touched. There was another message from Amy. I’ll
share it with you.
Hi
Thira.
I
thought being on holiday, so far away from you, it would be easier to tell you
about my feelings for you. You asked me before if it was the first time that I
did something like what happened this summer at the terrace, our special
meeting.(18 June)
It
was.
This
is how I went through this crazy, sunny afternoon.
At
work, I had had rather busy times, because of a project I had to finish, like it
always is, in to little time. The evening before I celebrated with a friend the
successful finishing of it. It was an evening with lots of laughs, dancing,
music and drinking. In the morning I woke up stuffy. I had made so many plans
for that day. So many things for which I didn’t have the time lately, but I
figured they could wait one more day. I wouldn’t be so productive in this
state anyway.
I ate my breakfast in the garden, reading a book, feeling lazy and satisfied. I fell asleep in between for a short time. In the late afternoon I went to the fancy-fair to be among people, to enjoy the atmosphere.
And then I saw you…
|
It
had an impact on me like I never had felt before. Guess you don’t
realize that you possess an enormous charisma. A certain kind of
femininity. I felt attached to you from the moment I layed
my eyes on you. You walked with a certain style… I don’t know,
it confused me, and at the same time I just thought: I want you! |
Amy |
I
even wasn’t surprised about the fact it was strange to long for a woman. I
never did before. Maybe it was to overwhelming at that moment. You walked in the
direction of the terrace, and sat down. I stopped at the other side of the
street and watched you for a while. Can’t tell you all the thoughts that went
through my mind. You where so sensual, just sitting there, watching people,
having a drink. I wondered why you where alone, and if maybe you where waiting
for someone.
When
I realized that maybe in a few minutes someone would join your table, I felt
jealous. Jealous! It’s really true, and unbelievable at the same time.
Then,
in an impulse, I walked to the terrace, and asked you if I could join your
table. Didn’t you notice how nervous I was? I ordered something to drink, and
could do something to myself because I hadn’t asked you if you wanted
something to drink too. I just forgot because I was so nervous.
In
an impulse, I shove up a bit to you and touched your skin. Really, that was all
I wanted to do, but I got caught up in the moment and caressed your leg, moving
my hand slowly higher, on the inside of your leg. You didn’t react at all, so
I thought you liked it, and it exited me so much. Then you opened your legs a
bit as if you wanted to say: ‘Go on, I like what you’re doing’ . So I did.
My hands arrived at your panties, and my hand slipped underneath it. Your pussy
was warm, and wet. It made me feel so hot! I wanted to feel it, and put my
finger inside of you.
Bang…
at once I realized all the people around me where there. I panicked, wanted to
run away, and I almost did. Glad that I had enough power of reason to leave a
card with my telephone number on the table.
Then
I left.
I
know it was a strange thing to do, I know, I know. But the situation was
stronger then me. I apologize that I didn’t won’t to talk about it with you
before. Next time when we see I will. It will be easier for me then.
Amy
P.S.
Do you remember me at the terrace? The attachment is a picture that will remind
you. It is all right if you want to use it for your homepage, but please, not
with my face.
Lots
of love
